CIJS...
You haven't made noise this time. I saw you and I'm sure you saw me. I'm sure. Plus, a month in small town is like an open field. What's different this time? I should be happy. I should be relieved. Maybe you're done. I'm not happy, though. I feel like it's suspicious. I feel paranoid. I feel that you have something up your sleeve. I don't like it. It sounds ridiculous, but I rather know that you're being your usual horrible self, than not know what's going to happen next. Wtf! My mind will explode. I feel like I'm losing my mind not knowing what you're thinking. I know I wanted you to disappear, but now that you have, fuck! Is that it? After all these fucken years of impeding the skin to heal, years of mind fuck, all of a sudden you've had your fill? I don't buy it. What's next? Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Right now... I think I hate you. More than anything and anyone. Get the fuck out of my mind with your mind fuck and jump off a bridge or something.
CIJS...
Ever wanted to scream on a mountain top? I get that feeling here. It feels so good.
CIJS...
Stop knocking. When you text me what I'm doing and I say I'm enjoying silence, I mean it. I don't even listen to music in those precious moments. I really want to sit there in complete silence and listen to my thoughts. I know you want to hang out and I love you, dude, but I need space. I don't like visits. I know that sounds awful, but if I want to hang out, let's go catch a movie, or have a drink. Just... I treasure my alone time at my man cave. Don't knock when I say I don't want you to. I'm not kidding. Heh. Sorry, buddy. Here. Have a cookie. Cookies help.
You haven't made noise this time. I saw you and I'm sure you saw me. I'm sure. Plus, a month in small town is like an open field. What's different this time? I should be happy. I should be relieved. Maybe you're done. I'm not happy, though. I feel like it's suspicious. I feel paranoid. I feel that you have something up your sleeve. I don't like it. It sounds ridiculous, but I rather know that you're being your usual horrible self, than not know what's going to happen next. Wtf! My mind will explode. I feel like I'm losing my mind not knowing what you're thinking. I know I wanted you to disappear, but now that you have, fuck! Is that it? After all these fucken years of impeding the skin to heal, years of mind fuck, all of a sudden you've had your fill? I don't buy it. What's next? Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you. Right now... I think I hate you. More than anything and anyone. Get the fuck out of my mind with your mind fuck and jump off a bridge or something.
CIJS...
Ever wanted to scream on a mountain top? I get that feeling here. It feels so good.
CIJS...
Stop knocking. When you text me what I'm doing and I say I'm enjoying silence, I mean it. I don't even listen to music in those precious moments. I really want to sit there in complete silence and listen to my thoughts. I know you want to hang out and I love you, dude, but I need space. I don't like visits. I know that sounds awful, but if I want to hang out, let's go catch a movie, or have a drink. Just... I treasure my alone time at my man cave. Don't knock when I say I don't want you to. I'm not kidding. Heh. Sorry, buddy. Here. Have a cookie. Cookies help.
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