CIJS...
I wish I had the guts to say this in person, but I know what a shitstorm it will cause, so I feel safe here, where you'll never know.... That's what makes this message bittersweet. The fact that you don't know it actually exists and you really should be told, but at the same time I feel loads better for being able to write it out and get it "off my chest" without you knowing, so to speak. Sadly, you will never recognize how utterly pathetic you are. Always clamoring for some sort of attention - good or bad. You just crave it. And you don't care what you have to do to get that attention. You aren't funny anymore. You're more like an annoyance - the fly that no one can kill because you're too fast. Well - I give up on trying, but I take heart, knowing that eventually even flies have to stop flying sometime. So, for now, I'll continue to watch you make a fool of yourself, all the while, knowing that you don't know that I know all about you and your lies. And even if you did know that I know - I still wouldn't care about your feelings.
I am not your friend. I cannot be friends with someone like you. You are a liar. You are a manipulator. You are a cuntbag. You walk all over people and don't expect to have to suffer the consequences of your actions. You are a piece of shit and the lowest form of low a human being can get. You cause people hurt and you don't give a flying fuck about that. You trick people into believing your side of the problem, never mentioning the part where you went wrong. You never apologize and mean it. Your apologies always, always, always come full of excuses. Sincerity means squat to you. You take true friendships and throw them away like yesterday's trash and then you whine when those true friends no longer want anything to do with you.
I used to think you were a decent person. But over time, I have come to see what a pathetic, pile of shit you are. You attempted to cause a division. It worked on some of our friends, but on those of us who were smarter than to fall for that manipulative crap - we steered clear. And one more thing - I no longer care about your stupid reputation. You created this mess. You deal with it. Like a fucking grown up. Own your shit and stop acting like things are okay when we both know they aren't. Enough of the act already. The people you think are your friends... aren't your friends. It's just that no one really cares to waste any precious energy telling you that so we let you continue your charade. But in reality - we're really laughing behind your back. Why? Because you deserve it. You caused that much harm with your fakeness and your bullshit, that you deserve nothing less than that, which is mild considering all the damage you've caused. You should be so lucky that you're getting off so easily.
For me, personally, I'm finished with you. I cannot continue to put on an act of niceness when I really just want to bite your head off. If I ever get the courage to tell you this in person, I will. Perhaps I will have the group of friends with me that I need to, so we can all walk away from you, together.
I wish I had the guts to say this in person, but I know what a shitstorm it will cause, so I feel safe here, where you'll never know.... That's what makes this message bittersweet. The fact that you don't know it actually exists and you really should be told, but at the same time I feel loads better for being able to write it out and get it "off my chest" without you knowing, so to speak. Sadly, you will never recognize how utterly pathetic you are. Always clamoring for some sort of attention - good or bad. You just crave it. And you don't care what you have to do to get that attention. You aren't funny anymore. You're more like an annoyance - the fly that no one can kill because you're too fast. Well - I give up on trying, but I take heart, knowing that eventually even flies have to stop flying sometime. So, for now, I'll continue to watch you make a fool of yourself, all the while, knowing that you don't know that I know all about you and your lies. And even if you did know that I know - I still wouldn't care about your feelings.
I am not your friend. I cannot be friends with someone like you. You are a liar. You are a manipulator. You are a cuntbag. You walk all over people and don't expect to have to suffer the consequences of your actions. You are a piece of shit and the lowest form of low a human being can get. You cause people hurt and you don't give a flying fuck about that. You trick people into believing your side of the problem, never mentioning the part where you went wrong. You never apologize and mean it. Your apologies always, always, always come full of excuses. Sincerity means squat to you. You take true friendships and throw them away like yesterday's trash and then you whine when those true friends no longer want anything to do with you.
I used to think you were a decent person. But over time, I have come to see what a pathetic, pile of shit you are. You attempted to cause a division. It worked on some of our friends, but on those of us who were smarter than to fall for that manipulative crap - we steered clear. And one more thing - I no longer care about your stupid reputation. You created this mess. You deal with it. Like a fucking grown up. Own your shit and stop acting like things are okay when we both know they aren't. Enough of the act already. The people you think are your friends... aren't your friends. It's just that no one really cares to waste any precious energy telling you that so we let you continue your charade. But in reality - we're really laughing behind your back. Why? Because you deserve it. You caused that much harm with your fakeness and your bullshit, that you deserve nothing less than that, which is mild considering all the damage you've caused. You should be so lucky that you're getting off so easily.
For me, personally, I'm finished with you. I cannot continue to put on an act of niceness when I really just want to bite your head off. If I ever get the courage to tell you this in person, I will. Perhaps I will have the group of friends with me that I need to, so we can all walk away from you, together.
Disclaimer: I am only responsible for what I say, not what you choose to understand.