(October 1, 2016 at 6:24 pm)Nymphadora Wrote: CIJS
I am done. Given what I was just told, I stand zero chance of ever seeing my oldest again. I cannot handle this. I cannot grieve. I cannot get closure. And I cannot keep going on like this. I am tired of suffering.
I can't imagine what you must be going through, but just make sure you take care of yourself despite it. Take joy in your other children and don't beat yourself over something which is out of your control anyway, it won't do any good at all.