I was as straightforward and clear as possible. Apparently you'd rather indulge in this delusion about me. I'm very sorry you're choosing that.
Believe what you want.
I'm also sorry Rob and now SteelCurtain got the wrong impression about me. At least, in my subjective opinion, that is. I look forward to ever getting the chance of changing their minds. If not, c'est la vie.
For the last time. I'm not a "manipulator". I'm naive and I'm young, and I have no idea what I'm doing most of the time. I can believe some people would think this horrible stuff about me, but I can't for the life of me understand why some others would, which shall remain unnamed, and no, I'm not talking about Mamacita or whoever else posted about this here, in this thread.
If anything, I'm immature and awkward. But I'm not a terrible person. I don't know how I constantly make people believe that about me on this forum.
If I have any ulterior motives to anything I say, it's not conscious. I've talked about this to people in the past, both publicly and privately. Some people ignored that part of what I said, however, and only saw what they wanted to see.
I study the human condition and psyche, albeit amateurishly. I have pet theories about people acting sometimes without their express knowledge of what they might be actually doing. That is, their unconscious is making their decisions for them and then their conscious side rationalizes them after the fact. This is done so smoothly, in my mind, that it normally escapes subjective experience.
I don't know how right that is or not, because I haven't consulted any scientific literature on the matter. But I thought that would give some context to some of the things I've said in the past.
Point is I'm strange and I have a strange sense of honesty. But I'm not bad, and I'm not evil. I don't hate anyone and don't want to harm anyone. I'm sorry if I ever did...
Believe what you want.
I'm also sorry Rob and now SteelCurtain got the wrong impression about me. At least, in my subjective opinion, that is. I look forward to ever getting the chance of changing their minds. If not, c'est la vie.
For the last time. I'm not a "manipulator". I'm naive and I'm young, and I have no idea what I'm doing most of the time. I can believe some people would think this horrible stuff about me, but I can't for the life of me understand why some others would, which shall remain unnamed, and no, I'm not talking about Mamacita or whoever else posted about this here, in this thread.
If anything, I'm immature and awkward. But I'm not a terrible person. I don't know how I constantly make people believe that about me on this forum.
If I have any ulterior motives to anything I say, it's not conscious. I've talked about this to people in the past, both publicly and privately. Some people ignored that part of what I said, however, and only saw what they wanted to see.
I study the human condition and psyche, albeit amateurishly. I have pet theories about people acting sometimes without their express knowledge of what they might be actually doing. That is, their unconscious is making their decisions for them and then their conscious side rationalizes them after the fact. This is done so smoothly, in my mind, that it normally escapes subjective experience.
I don't know how right that is or not, because I haven't consulted any scientific literature on the matter. But I thought that would give some context to some of the things I've said in the past.
Point is I'm strange and I have a strange sense of honesty. But I'm not bad, and I'm not evil. I don't hate anyone and don't want to harm anyone. I'm sorry if I ever did...