I feel stupid and sick and bad.
I guess it could be good for me to compare myself with others. This won't make much sense to you, most likely. I give off such a confident vibe. Or at least I used to. Now I just see myself for the mess I am. And I want more for you. I want better and I don't think I'm it, but I still try...
The thing is I don't have any reason to doubt you. You have plenty to doubt me. So why do I act this way ? Why don't I pull myself together and deliver on those unsolicited promises I made ? I don't know . I hope to find the answer sometime soon because this is not right.
I guess it could be good for me to compare myself with others. This won't make much sense to you, most likely. I give off such a confident vibe. Or at least I used to. Now I just see myself for the mess I am. And I want more for you. I want better and I don't think I'm it, but I still try...
The thing is I don't have any reason to doubt you. You have plenty to doubt me. So why do I act this way ? Why don't I pull myself together and deliver on those unsolicited promises I made ? I don't know . I hope to find the answer sometime soon because this is not right.