You're OK with how things are, I am not. That's all, really. It's not my place to judge you. But I can't accept it either. I'm sorry. I just can't. So this was simply not meant to happen. I shouldn't have done what I did. That was such an unbelievable slight on my part, that I can barely forgive myself for my moment of weakness. No, instead I should've accepted our difference of opinion and walked away. I owe you the equanimity necessary to act appropriately. I should have never treated you like I took you for granted. I will have learned my lessons, at least. This is helpful. If made me a better person, I think. It helped me grow up a little.
I understand your reasons perfectly, I do. Maybe one day things will change. Maybe I'll be good enough. Not today, though. And that's okay.
I understand your reasons perfectly, I do. Maybe one day things will change. Maybe I'll be good enough. Not today, though. And that's okay.