I've been trying to get on the spectrum for years but all they'd give me is depression.
One time I was upgraded to psychotic depression but it was only a limited time offer.
I was really hoping I could get a diagnosis that would absolve me of all the shitty ways I've acted towards friends and family, all the violence of my youth and the handful of minor crimes I've been convicted for.
(Interstate drug trafficking is a major crime but I had less than a pound so I still consider it minor.)
In the end I've had to realise I'm just not as great a person as I thought I was or wanted to be.
And since I've stepped up to the plate and owned my behaviours, I think I might actually be becoming a better person after all.
Anyway, that entire story was just about me, there's no hidden message in it for you autistic people out there.
Personally, I think autism wouldn't be so much of a problem if it wasn't for all the normals out there and their normal expectations.
Most of the normal people I've ever met are so fucking boring. :-)
One time I was upgraded to psychotic depression but it was only a limited time offer.
I was really hoping I could get a diagnosis that would absolve me of all the shitty ways I've acted towards friends and family, all the violence of my youth and the handful of minor crimes I've been convicted for.
(Interstate drug trafficking is a major crime but I had less than a pound so I still consider it minor.)
In the end I've had to realise I'm just not as great a person as I thought I was or wanted to be.
And since I've stepped up to the plate and owned my behaviours, I think I might actually be becoming a better person after all.
Anyway, that entire story was just about me, there's no hidden message in it for you autistic people out there.
Personally, I think autism wouldn't be so much of a problem if it wasn't for all the normals out there and their normal expectations.
Most of the normal people I've ever met are so fucking boring. :-)
