Is Quran the proof of God?

[Nay_Sayer]

When I disbelieved in the Quran, I was able to find faults in it. I was a Deist as a result for 5 years. An Atheist only for a week, and even then, not your average Joe Atheist but one who was in severe distress and on the brink of despair.

I went through a period of believing in Islam and disbelieving in it, for about a year and half, in which most of the time I inclined to Deism.

As Rhythm alludes to, I believe what caused me to think there were problems were dark hidden forces and a dark magic on the heart.  When I solved them and a clearer more rational recitation took place, along with a deeper perception of the rights of God's chosen ones, the family of Mohammad, in Quran, I began to believe there was something sinister in this world that wanted to keep me from perceiving the truth of the Quran.

With that attitude, I experienced Quran on whole new levels that I never did before, and the ugly faces of it that appeared to me of it, disappeared into that of  beauty, wisdom, reason, majesty, and light.

I don't believe that I can't explain much of that perception, I believe much of it can be explained, which is why I want to write a book about the Quran, my perception of the Surahs explained. The reading in between the lines, that once manifested, seems like, what made me miss this?

 You never disbelieved, ever, stop pretending you did so you can be the guiding light to all those "poor lost souls" you see around you.