God is in charge of the world.

[dyresand]

So what you are saying is.. you worship a abusive tyrant because you are afraid of hell and would rather be in heaven with said abuser because you are
afraid of him/her/it in so many many words...... And yes god did favor certain groups over another.... he went from one group then to another and said
kill those guys and finally ended up with the jewish people.

Then also why would i want my sins forgiven anyways...? Is it not right to stand up and take the punishment instead of
being a coward and dumping onto someone instead of facing said punishment.

I worship God because he is my creator and loves me.  Also, it didn't end with Jews.  They were close to wiped out in 70 AB and have been persecuted ever since.  Salvation is for any person, regardless of race or nationality.  You go ahead and face punishment.  I wouldn't call myself a coward, but rather smart.

If that said god existed... i don't believe that god loves me at all.. neither the starving children, people dying of curable diseases, or anyone
who suffering. I honestly do not want to be loved by said being and i would accept my punishment rather than being a coward wanting salvation. 
If you did something wrong you face up like a man or like any responsible person and face judgement. And if said god existed i would accept the punishment
my words to him would be you disgust me creating human beings and letting them suffer and die. Eventually human beings will no longer need you as they
will fix the problem of suffering and will no longer praise you i hope that  time comes soon.