(August 28, 2016 at 7:09 pm)Losty Wrote:Thank you Means a lot enjoy our skype calls and CAH games too, you are a great friend(August 28, 2016 at 3:32 pm)Jello Wrote: CIJS;
I feel like such an annoyance, constantly. I know with most people it just isn't like that at all, but at the same time, my brain just tells me i should stay quiet, and not do anything, otherwise i'm just going to annoy people until eventually i have nobody who wants to be around me. And it sucks to feel like this. Hell. Even making this post feels like i'm just gonna annoy the readers. I hate this.
I'm sorry if i annoy any of you, and i'm also sorry because i do know how attention seeking i sound, and that i moan all the time.
CIJS- I genuinely enjoy you. It's hard to resist asking you to stay up all night every night just so we can have you in a call and play CAH and laugh out our own silliness. I find you incredibly entertaining. You're really smart and funny and a pleasure to spend time with. I know this urge to apologize when you reach out for help, but I want to remind you that it's unecessary. You don't seem like you're attention seeking. If you're feeling like a burden a lot, you absolutely are not a burden, maybe you could tell your GP if it's something that's really getting to you.
"He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. For if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes unto you."