Measles Outbreak at Vaccine-Denying Church

[Drich]

How did you try?

Carbon Monoxide.

What difference does that make?

to descern how to proceed.

To determine if it was a cry for help attempt or did you take a shot gun and blow off half your face, and for some reason you were spared.

Where you trying to quench a void in your heart, or were you seriously trying to meet your maker?

One of my workers just had a son climb up in a tree and properly hang himself on the 17 of this month. this was not his first attempt, he tried 'filling a void' a few times before, but appearently the reaction he got was not great enough, so this time he tied a proper knot and the 30 fall snapped his neck.

i too lost a friend and a close family member to sucide, one did the shot gun thing (but did not survive) and the other when on a hunger and medcine strike for two weeks. Both did not want to live no matter the cost.

I say all of that to say, there is a difference between actually wanting death, and wanting some form of love to the point of dying. If you want to be full filled/loved and you are willing to risk your life to obtain it, then why not give what you have to God, and offer yourself completely? After all you risked death because you could not live how or who you wanted to live. So why not put this determination you have into something that will pay back actual dividens for the rest of eternity?

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So if the cost of eternal life is 40 years of this one, would you not gladly pay it as well?

Given that you have to accept promises made by men on behalf of a God no one can prove is real, then no. You'd have to be literally retarded to agree to a deal like that.

The 'proof' my confused brother, is in the deliverance of one from death. (not physical, but Spiritual.) This process may cost you your life, but in that process you will have your 'proof.'