(March 16, 2010 at 4:51 pm)Meatball Wrote: I seriously struggle with this every day. As of late I've been leaning towards nihilist thoughts often.
It all seems like a big waste of time sometimes. Like it's some cruel joke that people spend nearly half of their time on earth working to buy shit and sleeping to recover from working. We do this until they are too old to work and then we die. The people we know mourn us for a while and then we become a footnote in their lives until they kick the bucket.
Fuck it I'm going to live in a commune.
My driving force is to escape mediocrity at all costs.
