What's funny is I thought that it was the community that I missed... and then when I started chatting to people I realized it was just the game.... the people are just more interesting and challenging opponents than the computer.
I fucking hate moderation (I'm not talking about forum moderation of course) and I love excess. I think my life is a battle between health and happiness. When I was least healthy both mentally and physically I was the most happy.
I hate balance.
I hate "the middle road". I find it so boring as fuck. Going no where, neither here nor there....
When it comes to rationality I think in moderation....
When it comes to emotions... I love extremes.
Intellectually I would hope I am not a black and white thinker.
Morally I would also hope I am not a black or white thinker.
As for my own desires, lusts and ambitions I absolutely am a black and white thinker and I really can't seem help it.
I fucking love obsession. And that's my problem. It's extra hard to escape obsession when it's obsession itself that's your obsession.
I fucking hate moderation (I'm not talking about forum moderation of course) and I love excess. I think my life is a battle between health and happiness. When I was least healthy both mentally and physically I was the most happy.
I hate balance.
I hate "the middle road". I find it so boring as fuck. Going no where, neither here nor there....
When it comes to rationality I think in moderation....
When it comes to emotions... I love extremes.
Intellectually I would hope I am not a black and white thinker.
Morally I would also hope I am not a black or white thinker.
As for my own desires, lusts and ambitions I absolutely am a black and white thinker and I really can't seem help it.
I fucking love obsession. And that's my problem. It's extra hard to escape obsession when it's obsession itself that's your obsession.
