hi!

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I was raised Christian my whole life, as an adult I went to church regularly and thought I could make it work. Those Christians can be very supportive as long as you walk their walk. What I noticed though was when my husband left me for a 21 year old secretary, I was shunned. My good Christian friends suddenly didn't want my tainted life corrupting theirs. I got angry, I went through a lot for a few years and I knew I had misplaced my faith. Even though I had come to accept there was no God, I had been living that life for so long I felt guilty saying it or thinking it for some time. It's still hard now, not because I have a problem with it or think there could be a God, but because it seems most people do believe and the minute you mention atheism, they want to convince you there is a God and of how wrong you are. I am comforts with atheism. I even welcome the fact there is no afterlife, hope it really.

Hey there, nice to meet you

I'm sorry for what your husband did to you, and how you were treated after that. How disgusting of the lot of them

Well done on coming through to team sanity! I hope you stick around.