my de-conversion

[darkment0r]

I can relate my de-conversion experience to the symptoms of bi-polar. I went back and forth quite a bit. It initially began when I was 15 and shown the Zeitgeist movie. It covered religion and banking schemes. Although the movie was very eye-opening, my past conceptions about faith weren't completely dismantled until very recently. It was a few months ago when I stumbled upon a channel on youtube called, Evid3nc3. He has a very long series about his de-conversion and he provides solid evidence and argues his point extremely well. I've delved heavily into philosophy and politics for three years now. I'm 18 and you can say delving into all of this at a young age has taken it's toll. I feel very alone in a way and i'm looking to connect with others in this world to discuss the, "meaning of life" points. I really am looking forward to this forum. This is my first shot at a forums site and i'm feeling very good about it.