Quote:I know what it is all caused by: religion. My life used to have meaning, I used to matter...but now I don't.
Your life did not have 'meaning' because someone told you a fable about some fucking god. You just didn't know any better. You still matter and this life is the only bite you get at the apple. Panic attacks are not to be screwed around with, especially if you are having them constantly. Find a shrink who will deal with those first.
Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Stop wasting it pining for the childish certainty you once had because grown-ups lied to you.
