RE: How's Everyone Feeling Right Meow?
August 28, 2016 at 3:10 am
(This post was last modified: August 28, 2016 at 3:16 am by Edwardo Piet.)
Feeling very very very very sad and emotionally exhausted. But I'm okay. I'll be spending a lot of time in bed and when I'm awake I'll be doing what I can to improve my mood. Any support from any friends is helpful, especially my closest friends, but I wouldn't want anyone to Skype, FB or PM me unless they really want to. I feel like utter crap and super alone but I am okay, I'll get better. I just feel like a sledgehammer has hit my in the chest is all. I hope that changes soon. I don't want to be a killjoy and a self-pity person. I don't want to be a spoil sport. I don't want to be a downer I want my friends to find me fun to be around. I want to uplift their spirits I want to be the person they know and love. I hate feeling like this. But I'm okay... the truth is special to me and I just hold onto hope for things to get better. I love my friends... this is hard I feel so very very sad and exhausted.
I don't want to go into details about any whys or wherefores though, if anyone wants to talk to me, I'm suffering from depression lately and getting help with it so... yeah, just being there to listen and talk to me like I'm a friend would help: I don't want to talk about why I feel this way. And again, friends, just be there if you want to. I'm so alone but I'll understand if I'm not fun to be around right now. I'll try to be fun. It's hard. I just want to be me again.
If anyone wants to be there for me, please be there just to be there and don't ask me what's wrong. I'm just depressed, alone, isolated and exhausted. Nothing feels real anymore. And again, my good wonderful friends, don't talk to me unless you want to.
I feel so alone. I feel insignificant. I feel invisible. I feel forgettable.
I don't want to go into details about any whys or wherefores though, if anyone wants to talk to me, I'm suffering from depression lately and getting help with it so... yeah, just being there to listen and talk to me like I'm a friend would help: I don't want to talk about why I feel this way. And again, friends, just be there if you want to. I'm so alone but I'll understand if I'm not fun to be around right now. I'll try to be fun. It's hard. I just want to be me again.
If anyone wants to be there for me, please be there just to be there and don't ask me what's wrong. I'm just depressed, alone, isolated and exhausted. Nothing feels real anymore. And again, my good wonderful friends, don't talk to me unless you want to.
I feel so alone. I feel insignificant. I feel invisible. I feel forgettable.