(November 16, 2016 at 1:45 pm)mh.brewer Wrote:(November 16, 2016 at 11:47 am)robvalue Wrote: God damn though, I'm hoping so much this operation is a turning point. I'm sick to death of being so tired all the time. I barely enjoy anything, I just do things to keep myself from the brink of madness. If no one would miss me, I'd be off to find the least painful way of killing myself. I've promised Emma I'd never do that, and that I'd tell her as soon as I made any actual plans. Somehow it has never got that far in these 10 years. Honestly, I don't know how. I feel like a corpse, dragging myself through life.
I saw a new psychiatrist and he's given me something for anxiety, which is also crippling me at the moment. I will be getting some more CBT fairly soon; I'm already on a massive dose of antidepressants and he doesn't think raising it more will do any good.
Sorry for the grim post. Just getting it out of my system. I love you guys, and you keep me going too
I think/hope that the operation will be a turning point. Sending good vibes. Damn shame that you had to wait this long.
I know that the Dr's won't know until they open you up but have they estimated how much comes out? Don't answer if you're not comfortable.
Big fan of CBT!
Um . . .
if the segment is long enough, rather than as a display item on your coffee table, you might want to consider the . . .
er . . .
entertainment value.
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