(July 18, 2017 at 9:50 pm)*Deidre* Wrote: CIJS, I wish that if we were granted one wish, that I'd wake up tomorrow and my childhood would have been different. Today, I received a friend request from an asshole who was a bully back in high school. He has sent me three requests in the past two years, is he stupid? Is he that forgetful? I'm not accepting. I'm not an unforgiving person, but my childhood was tough. My dad was harsh, hit me, and my mom sort of let it all happen. My dad in the past couple of years has begged me for forgiveness, and I've forgiven, and to be honest, we are pretty close now. But, there is still pain that I carry around from my childhood, and the guy from Facebook sort of triggered it today. How dumb that I can't get past this crap.
CIJS, I wish I had a different childhood. I can't help but think that if it were different, I'd not have had all these religious hang ups that I ended up with.
I'm there and get you. I'm around if you want to talk sometime. We could probably write a book together.
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