(November 23, 2009 at 5:26 pm)Ace Wrote:(November 23, 2009 at 5:11 pm)Saerules Wrote: I live in an environment where 95+% of the many comments I get a day are negative... and about half of those are about my appearance. I try my best to not listen to them... but it has resulted in some very intense insecurity in me I'm not pretty today... but I certainly hope to be so soon.
Sure they do People lie... and aviators are people
Well I'm one Aviator who never lies about anothers apperances. Here is my most honest opinion. Before I saw your pic I saw your personality. Clearly you are thoughtful and very intelligent. In fact, I think you are smarter than me. I'm quite an idiot
You are beautiful to me. Personality means more to me than anything physical. You are great both in personality and apperances. You have my word on that. It's hard to believe anyone would say otherwise.
Oh really? (See attachments? /hope they work )
I'm glad you think that... but I can't make myself see my appearance for something that it isn't. If I were pretty now... then why would I have any desire to change my face? My body disgusts me... I can only justify calling it 'okay' because it isn't as bad as a number of the other bodies I have seen.
My personality is me... so while I may be beautiful: my shell is not.
Please give me a home where cloud buffalo roam
Where the dear and the strangers can play
Where sometimes is heard a discouraging word
But the skies are not stormy all day