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I admit that I drove you away in the end, but then I wonder if you didn't want to be driven away. You weren't being honest with me, and you know it. I may be quite the logical, mature individual most of the time, but my intuition kept bumping against my rationality to inform me that something just wasn't right in your adamant secrecy. All of the blame cannot be placed on me. I am only the type of person to allow such things to affect me in the way of improving my writing, and boy have I created a doozy.
"Never trust a fox. Looks like a dog, behaves like a cat."
~ Erin Hunter
I used to agree with almost everything you still think. Then, I grew up and realized that the world is full of so much grey. Maybe you should grow up too...
(August 21, 2017 at 11:31 pm)KevinM1 Wrote: "I'm not a troll"
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Hammy Wrote:and we also have a sheep on our bed underneath as well
(October 12, 2017 at 11:52 am)vorlon13 Wrote: CIJS
LOL, sort of, finally spelled your (unique) name correctly on the google search bar and found you. I'll respect your privacy a bit and leave out what state you wound up in (and searching your misspelled name with the state you haven't been in since '82 sure made it harder to find you). But you did wind up in a state that is very forthcoming about posting criminal records on line.
Any chance you'd remember me? Probably not, but we did hang out some. You knew Jim A (and I can't google him, name is way to common and I don't recall anything unique and searchable about him) and being a friend of Jim A gave me access to your world with no restrictions. You even lost your billfold in my car once (remember that?) and I found out your real first name by looking at your DL. I'd never have found you with what we called you then, that one isn't even on your extensive list of aliases, but your real first name sealed it once I figured out how to spell your last name correctly.
I recall your court case at the time I knew you. "Playing doctor" is frowned upon, and the prosecutor was very eager to teach you a lesson. But he fucked up, he clearly and obviously over charged you and in your jury trial your scuzzball lawyer just had to ask a 'real' doctor the right question (and he did) and you skated on something pretty damn serious, and made the prosecutor look like a fool.
I moved away shortly thereafter. (BTW, thanks for the parting gift, but Margaret stole it and maybe that was for the best) and it looks like after your narrow brush with a long spell in Waupon, you moved away too. Probably for the best, you were destined to encounter a prosecutor again, and he is definitely one in your home town you don't want to cross paths with again.
And it didn't matter, since '82, you spent more time locked up than out, regardless. And it looks like your folks moved to the same state so they could visit you. Even when I was around, I knew they were on your side, no matter what, hell you were running quite a franchise right out of their living room and they were OK with it. Too bad the move didn't agree with your dad, looks like he passed pretty soon afterwards, but your mom was in it for the long haul.
And you were out periodically. Long enough to father a kid. LOL, I had hopes (and the hots) for you but realized your business was your mistress, so never dreamed you'd hook up with anyone to do THAT !!
So, what do they have on your record?
Well, you didn't change, drug and theft convictions, no surprise there. What was surprising was the extensive list of infractions you accrued while doing time. Failing drug tests while incarcerated ? Sheesh!! Brawling, refusing orders, washing out of several prison jobs for being an idiot (my take). You were a regular for in house hearings and punishments. Doesn't look like you ever earned any early release for good behavior, ever.
And you had trouble when ever you were released. Any condition the state imposed on you as a term of your release, you violated it.
Even found a couple mugshots. You didn't age well, but I'll give you this, bulking up to 220 lbs didn't hurt. You weren't all that big when I knew you, but putting on some muscle, well, it suits you, and better than the prison stripes.
And back to '82, I realize now that ride along I went with you on, you were meeting some EXTREMELY scary men. The house was scary, waiting for them to show up was scary, when they showed up and were hyper paranoid it was scary, and what they had with them was scary. That was your world, yeah, I appreciate the little sample morsel of it, but I am glad I never saw that it again. Those guys had guns, and they weren't worried about the people they were meeting at that house, and they certainly weren't worried about the cops. They were worried about other men showing up that were JUST LIKE THEMSELVES.
I see you made it to the mid 2000s. 48 is kinda young and kinda old, especially for your world. Didn't bother discovering the circumstances, you most likely got shanked in the shower. Nice place for me to leave it, I have enough answers without knowing.
I remember you liked my car. That's why I had it, nice ice breaker (IMWTO), and people felt secure going places in it with me, and I felt secure in it going where they wanted to go sometimes, even when maybe I shouldn't have . . .
Your life reminds me of a Stonewall era gay film.
There was one little omission in all the prison records I found on my old acquaintance. Went back over them today and found it!
If I hadn't looked at his DL back in the day I'd have never found him now. His DL had his real name, and I remembered it. When I knew him, everyone used a nickname. I went back over the prison records and finally found a list of aliases. And there it is. His nickname.
Added up his time served and his age and when he died. Managed to do 1/2 his (short) life in prison. And man, what a time he had in prison. They wanted him to work, and he did, virtually every prison job there is. Some stints were for just a few days, none over a couple of months. He wasn't suited to work, just infractions and discipline.
When I knew him he made his money from selling drugs to underwrite his drug use. Looks like that business plan didn't play out very well, I suspect his "overhead" is what the problem was. Couldn't make enough selling drugs to pay for the drugs he used, he resorted to crime to bump up his bottom line to meet expenses.
And he wasn't very good at crime either; kept getting caught. I suspect the necessary effort to be an efficient criminal was too much like work to appeal to him, despite the (to me at least) obvious problem of maintaining a very serious drug problem while incarcerated. One might think he'd have found the motivation to be a 'better' criminal from that, but it didn't play out that way.
Wonder how his kid turned out? Helluva stacked deck against a 'normal' life, but not that uncommon these days regardless.
Sad, just sad. I suppose if he were 35 years younger he'd be another opiate death in this time frame. Not better, nor worse, just different.
The granting of a pardon is an imputation of guilt, and the acceptance a confession of it.
You ruined my life. Literally, you did. And you wonder why I want no contact with you. I escaped one hell only to be placed into your version of hell. You continue to get so drunkenly wasted that you stand and shout at the wall as though a person is there. How does that not scare me? I am simply glad I have not had contact with you in years, because I doubt you have changed.
"Never trust a fox. Looks like a dog, behaves like a cat."
~ Erin Hunter
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