Soulmates

[LastPoet]

I am quite sure that bitch isn't worth the punch.

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

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Do you think soulmates exist? Do you think you get just one?

I've already found one soulmate and lost her. I met her when I was too young to do anything about it. I was in first grade, and I saw her and she seemed to glow with this inner light. I loved her right away, and I spent every moment I possibly could with her.

She was my first kiss. (I kissed her when we were 10.) That kiss was so wonderful it was the only thing I could think about until I hit puberty. Then the only thing I could think about was how much I wanted to touch her all over, but I knew she couldn't want me back like that because she hadn't hit puberty yet.

I let her drift away when I started homeschooling. Then I saw her at a party when we were about 16. She was a shell of her former self, all her light was gone. She seemed bitter and miserable. I talked to her on Facebook when I was 19, and told her that I was gay. She told me she couldn't support me and that she wanted me not to be happy, but pure in the eyes of God. I deleted her on Facebook, and since she lives in some other part of the country, I lost contact with her entirely. All I know is that she married a man. She is probably choosing to live a lie in order to appease her god. I just hope that one day she will be free of her religious shackles and choose happiness.

It never would have worked between us, because of her religiosity. She never would have accepted herself as gay no matter what I did. So I really hope I get more than one soulmate in this lifetime. I want to love again as purely as I did the first time.

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You know what reciprocation means? You only reap what you sown. Take notice of what you said to me a few months back when I exposed my feelings, I'm sure you remember. Do not expect any sympathy from me.

She probably was just experimenting with her sexuality, just like all pubescent kids do. What reasoning do you have to claim she will not be happy as an heterossexual woman?

ETA: Ahw, I found it! Here you go futile bitch, reciprocation:

Feeling sorry for ourselves on the internet, are we? Join the club.

You know I was just kidding, right? You take shit way too seriously.

[LastPoet]

Oh, I missed the smiling emoticon. Whatever floats your boat.

[bladevalant546]

Oh, I missed the smiling emoticon. Whatever floats your boat.

Whatever *sinks* your boat. *fix'd

I think in all honesty, we should always hope to find the correct person. There are alot of matches, just takes time and patience, however it is all worth it. At least that is what I hear.

[downbeatplumb]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gaid72fqzNE

[Fruity]

I now have a Tim addiction.

[kılıç_mehmet]

Why would anyone bully a girl? Its just not fun.

Fixed that for you.

I don't know. Probably because I wouldn't fall in line and worship the queen bees, so they in turn started to socially freeze me out, spread rumours about me, estranged my whole class and parallel class so that no one wanted to talk to me and harassed me on my cellphone. Why are people bitches? You tell me.

Queen bees are I suppose the very popular girls at school. Well, we don't have the same kind of popularity fad here, especially amongst girls, but for boys, yeah, I too have been pushed around for some time until I formulated my revenge and earned myself some respect around the parts. Why people are bitches? I can tell you a definite answer: lack of humility.
When people lack humility, they begin to view themselves as Gods and they set out to crush and play with those whom they deem to be insects. But a proverb states, there is the elephant that is bigger than the camel.

[Mystical]

Care to elaborate that one? Elephants are bigger than camels. It's just, fact.

[kılıç_mehmet]

Care to elaborate that one? Elephants are bigger than camels. It's just, fact.

It means this. The camel is big, indeed, we know it is a big animal. And some people are also "big". Like not always in terms of size, but also social standing and etc. But there is also this established fact, that there is always someone who is bigger. The thought alone should be enough to instill some humility into every human being. Our ancestors meant to say this in this proverb.

[paulpablo]

Do you think soulmates exist? Do you think you get just one?

I've already found one soulmate and lost her. I met her when I was too young to do anything about it. I was in first grade, and I saw her and she seemed to glow with this inner light. I loved her right away, and I spent every moment I possibly could with her.

She was my first kiss. (I kissed her when we were 10.) That kiss was so wonderful it was the only thing I could think about until I hit puberty. Then the only thing I could think about was how much I wanted to touch her all over, but I knew she couldn't want me back like that because she hadn't hit puberty yet.

I let her drift away when I started homeschooling. Then I saw her at a party when we were about 16. She was a shell of her former self, all her light was gone. She seemed bitter and miserable. I talked to her on Facebook when I was 19, and told her that I was gay. She told me she couldn't support me and that she wanted me not to be happy, but pure in the eyes of God. I deleted her on Facebook, and since she lives in some other part of the country, I lost contact with her entirely. All I know is that she married a man. She is probably choosing to live a lie in order to appease her god. I just hope that one day she will be free of her religious shackles and choose happiness.

It never would have worked between us, because of her religiosity. She never would have accepted herself as gay no matter what I did. So I really hope I get more than one soulmate in this lifetime. I want to love again as purely as I did the first time.

I don't get how you realized who your soulmate was from one pre pubescent kiss, and from what I can gather someone who you didn't socialize with properly when she was fully grown.

I don't believe in soul mates, I've been out with lots of girls and I can put down every feeling of love I've had down to various things, from lust, teenage overactive emotions, a girl having a similar sense of humor to me or just being really lonely then being given some attention.

It's just a big mating game that's made complicated with undefinable unfathomable words like "love" and "soul mate"
this is just what I believe from my own experiences talking to people and being a person myself from what I can gather.