What is your preferance

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

Is "bro" something negative in that context?

Yes. Here is how it works.

If someone says "Blah blah blah, bro." This is a mutual expression of dudeness, and is affectionate.

If someone says you ARE a bro, that is a terrible fucking insult, because people who ARE "bros" are absolutely awful and everything that everybody that is NOT a frat boy or sorority girl hates. A "bro" is a total douchebag that treats women like shit and then is surprised he never gets laid. A "bro" is a guy whose greatest skill is his mediocrity at beer pong. A "bro" lives in either a frat house or a college dorm, but possibly is not actually taking any classes that college. Are you understanding why being called a "bro" is an awful thing yet?

I was joking when I said having a shirtless avatar would automatically make you a bro, because you are a much better person than any bro could ever hope to become, but a bro won't actually ever hope to become a better person, anyway.

It now occurs to me that it will be genuinely interesting to discover what happens to "bros" in 10, 20, and 30 years. Crap, now I need to find a bro and make him one of my Facebook friends so I can find out.

[Phatt Matt s]

Is "bro" something negative in that context?

Yes. Here is how it works.

If someone says "Blah blah blah, bro." This is a mutual expression of dudeness, and is affectionate.

If someone says you ARE a bro, that is a terrible fucking insult, because people who ARE "bros" are absolutely awful and everything that everybody that is NOT a frat boy or sorority girl hates. A "bro" is a total douchebag that treats women like shit and then is surprised he never gets laid. A "bro" is a guy whose greatest skill is his mediocrity at beer pong. A "bro" lives in either a frat house or a college dorm, but possibly is not actually taking any classes that college. Are you understanding why being called a "bro" is an awful thing yet?

I was joking when I said having a shirtless avatar would automatically make you a bro, because you are a much better person than any bro could ever hope to become, but a bro won't actually ever hope to become a better person, anyway.

It now occurs to me that it will be genuinely interesting to discover what happens to "bros" in 10, 20, and 30 years. Crap, now I need to find a bro and make him one of my Facebook friends so I can find out.

Make me one of your facebook friends then.
Never have I lived in a frat house and I don't treat women like shit.

If you want to use my photos on a gay site just for your amusement you may. If you like other photos you may have them as well. I'd give you a nude pic but typically when I have the Internet it is at the Library and I could get permanently kicked out.

My Internet isn't working at home. I'm at my mums house 2day...The Doctor...I used to steal pills from her medicine cabinet all the time

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

Make me one of your facebook friends then.
Never have I lived in a frat house and I don't treat women like shit.

If you want to use my photos on a gay site just for your amusement you may. If you like other photos you may have them as well. I'd give you a nude pic but typically when I have the Internet it is at the Library and I could get permanently kicked out.

My Internet isn't working at home. I'm at my mums house 2day...The Doctor...I used to steal pills from her medicine cabinet all the time

As I said, I was kidding when I implied you could ever be a "bro."

I may take you up on that. I don't know if it would amuse me enough to be worth it. I've always considered making a fake Grindr profile just to see who the hell is on there. I don't wanna whine, but I'm so jealous that gay guys have that app. I wanna know where all the lesbians are that are near me! Not so that I can have casual sexual encounters, I absolutely could not do that, I do not trust I meet in the digital world not to rape and murder me if I get in a vehicle with them or go to their house, or even invite them to mine. Shiiiiiiiiiit. I don't want random people knowing where I live. Hell, I don't even want my own grandmother to know where I live.

Wow, you have such access to all kinds of drugs. If I had that kind of access growing up, who knows what pharmaceutical wonders I would have discovered? And at such a young age, too. Because at many stages of my life, you see, I would have done absolutely anything if I thought it would make my emotional pain stop even for a second. I would almost definitely have fucked up and ended up in a hospital at least once. And I probably would be an addict.

Granted, if I'm REEEEEEEALLY desperate, I can probably get absolutely anything imaginable from my grandmother, the woman's house is like a fucking pharmacy, but then I would have to deal with my grandmother.

[Phatt Matt s]

Make me one of your facebook friends then.
Never have I lived in a frat house and I don't treat women like shit.

If you want to use my photos on a gay site just for your amusement you may. If you like other photos you may have them as well. I'd give you a nude pic but typically when I have the Internet it is at the Library and I could get permanently kicked out.

My Internet isn't working at home. I'm at my mums house 2day...The Doctor...I used to steal pills from her medicine cabinet all the time

As I said, I was kidding when I implied you could ever be a "bro."

I may take you up on that. I don't know if it would amuse me enough to be worth it. I've always considered making a fake Grindr profile just to see who the hell is on there. I don't wanna whine, but I'm so jealous that gay guys have that app. I wanna know where all the lesbians are that are near me! Not so that I can have casual sexual encounters, I absolutely could not do that, I do not trust I meet in the digital world not to rape and murder me if I get in a vehicle with them or go to their house, or even invite them to mine. Shiiiiiiiiiit. I don't want random people knowing where I live. Hell, I don't even want my own grandmother to know where I live.

Wow, you have such access to all kinds of drugs. If I had that kind of access growing up, who knows what pharmaceutical wonders I would have discovered? And at such a young age, too. Because at many stages of my life, you see, I would have done absolutely anything if I thought it would make my emotional pain stop even for a second. I would almost definitely have fucked up and ended up in a hospital at least once. And I probably would be an addict.

Granted, if I'm REEEEEEEALLY desperate, I can probably get absolutely anything imaginable from my grandmother, the woman's house is like a fucking pharmacy, but then I would have to deal with my grandmother.

Yeah! I worshiped pills for a while but now I know it is fleeting and deceptive and most of the shit that haunts me the most was shit I did when high.

It can be great though to be able to pop a pill to make all anxiety go away. If you felt nervous and Anxious I know the pill and the milligram that will make your anxiety go away completely. It might take 20 minutes to kick in but will do a thorough job.

It's very dangerous when you have no anxiety and fear. Judgement gets extremely clouded. It would be at those moments that I might actually act out on what was always just fantasy.

I have to stay away from drugs and alcohol. I don't know how long b4 I go back to drinking. Something tells me im not done yet.

U still in College?

[My imaginary friend is GOD]

Yeah! I worshiped pills for a while but now I know it is fleeting and deceptive and most of the shit that haunts me the most was shit I did when high.

It can be great though to be able to pop a pill to make all anxiety go away. If you felt nervous and Anxious I know the pill and the milligram that will make your anxiety go away completely. It might take 20 minutes to kick in but will do a thorough job.

It's very dangerous when you have no anxiety and fear. Judgement gets extremely clouded. It would be at those moments that I might actually act out on what was always just fantasy.

I have to stay away from drugs and alcohol. I don't know how long b4 I go back to drinking. Something tells me im not done yet.

U still in College?

When I first DID have access to pills that did anything that I liked to me, I self-medicated. This was my Freshman year in college, and I took a combination of a muscle relaxer and some damn thing that made me feel like I was floating, I can't remember what it was now. It was AWESOME.

But you know what was even more awesome? When I got on the RIGHT drugs legitimately and suddenly, for the first time, I knew what people meant when they said they were "happy."

I did not know at the time that muscle relaxers can actually alleviate anxiety, I just knew that they made ALL my muscles relax, including my brain.

Yep. At this point, I don't know when I'll ever finish. Something changed at some point right before I went to India last summer, and then everything got worse because in India I had a full-blown heat stroke, which PS, can totally KILL YOU. My academic performance hasn't been the same since. And apparently all that should be affecting me negatively right now is my depression, and I have some major news in that department, I think I might finally be turning a corner on that. The news I want to report is the post I meant to make hours ago before I got caught up in forum drama. And talking to you. I will make it in the thread whose title I am forgetting, the one that's like, "What's up wit chu?"

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You posted a picture of yourself with your shirt off as your avatar on a forum where no one does that.

Awww, and I missed his shirtless picture?

[Phatt Matt s]

You posted a picture of yourself with your shirt off as your avatar on a forum where no one does that.

Awww, and I missed his shirtless picture?

GO to the members photos.

http://atheistforums.org/thread-49-page-748.html

Do you ever find women sexy Kit?

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Do you ever find women sexy Kit?

I find women to be beautiful, but that is the extent of the attraction. I have never been sexually attracted to a woman.

[Phatt Matt s]

R u feminin?

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R u feminin?

No, though I did go through a period in my youth where I was more feminine than masculine, more because at the time I was also performing in drag at nightclubs.