I have pretty limited financial resources and other than to teach guitar ( I can/used to perform but I hate it so much if it's "formal" ) and tune pianos I have no other source of extra income. I am working on expanding my possibilities and finding some free thinking/atheist groups. Southern Illinois University is about an hour from me. From my experience living in this area my entire life, possibly so long that I may lose the longing to leave at some point, Carbondale IL seems a logical spot . I just need time to figure out something.
The person blowing my phone up is just what I get for trying to mix with those I have nothing in common with. I have known this person for a long time , he or she just comes with too much baggage and seems to be doing the exact opposite of what I am trying to do in life. I want to move forward while this person only regresses. He or she more often than not just wants somewhere to go to get away from the nightmare at home ( wife, kids, misery, alcoholism ) and though I tried to lend help in the past, I am not a parking spot. This person does not understand though. Enough about this though.
The person blowing my phone up is just what I get for trying to mix with those I have nothing in common with. I have known this person for a long time , he or she just comes with too much baggage and seems to be doing the exact opposite of what I am trying to do in life. I want to move forward while this person only regresses. He or she more often than not just wants somewhere to go to get away from the nightmare at home ( wife, kids, misery, alcoholism ) and though I tried to lend help in the past, I am not a parking spot. This person does not understand though. Enough about this though.
