A person who needs help.....

[Orchids]

Provided you live in the US, there is free and confidential help available for mental health care to those who will actually take it. Unfortunately, most mental health professionals encourage religion.

OR did you just see some hippie or bum around town who looked a bit like Jesus? Theres a lot of them out there.

The medical establishment in this country is all about medicating people to death. I'd rather use cognitive therapy. And to answer your question, I'd say no. I am not on drugs and I have not seen a hippie whom I took for Jesus. This kind of reply is what causes many troubled theists or potential atheists to run right back to xtian temples. And where does that leave all  of us? Please try to give me an mature response or simply ignore this thread. Thank you.

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Can you describe those visions in more detail, and tell us why you thought it was Christ?  And why you describe him as a creep?

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It's going to take couple of paragraphs to lay that down in details, but I can quickly say one time, I saw a pair of oversized  beautiful light-eyes across the sky who just gazed at me with such peace and serenity. At the time I was really angry and xtremely distraught. I was for some reason prompted to look up and there they were. It was around approximately 9 am as I was walking down a street.

A second or actually first time, I was in my place and as I was thinking about  Him because I had a wild spectacular recovery from a temporary spine paralysis, I was wondering how he did that. And suddenly what appears to be a holograph of a Man stood about 2 feet above my head and a vibrating heart was next to him. I later tried to revisit the vision of the heart but I could not and realized it was the "understanding" of a vibrating heart. He mentally told me that he was happy about my happiness about my amazing recovery. And also the heart seemed to communicate that it was vibrating out of joy for my coming back to him. And this is what caused me to go back to xitianity.

I swear to you I am not here to show off. Lots of people start to accuse me of this and that. I am extremely practical person. I like when I can on my own add 2 to 2 and conclude that the result is a Radical  unmistakable 4.

I am not much of person currently. He is a creep because he won't leave me alone. The more I try to expel him out of my head and the harder he clungs to it. One time I had a visual of a man holding on to the frame of a door as he was being pushed out.  This is unsane. I never picked this. I was born muslim, and came to Christ in 2001 because of some other happening. I just want to drop him off and move on. As simply as this. Yet I can't seem to be able to do it.