Hi, Sandra
You were severely brain-washed. You cannot expect to get out of that without a few scars. These cults...and all religions are cults...practice mind-control over their members.
I quit the catholic church over 50 years ago and never think about fucking god at all. The church, however, does exist...as an evil entity of criminal pedophiles and thieves. So while god is a non-starter I can quite worked up about the sleazebags who profess to "serve" him.
You were severely brain-washed. You cannot expect to get out of that without a few scars. These cults...and all religions are cults...practice mind-control over their members.
I quit the catholic church over 50 years ago and never think about fucking god at all. The church, however, does exist...as an evil entity of criminal pedophiles and thieves. So while god is a non-starter I can quite worked up about the sleazebags who profess to "serve" him.