Kim Davis?

[DespondentFishdeathMasochismo]

Alright, listen up. You know why Kim Davis pisses me off so much? It's because I'm gay, I was so happy gay marriage got legalized in America. Then, all of a sudden I look at the television, I see that there's people parading this horrible woman around, because she refuses to uphold the law I was so happy about. You know how that makes me feel? I am mad because she is getting attention and I'm being ignored. It makes me feel further degraded, for something I simply am which is completely benign. There's all sorts of evil people in the world, kind of like you Judi. What I'm really saying is that I am really the evil one, but I'm going to call you evil because I can't stand that someone is seeing through my bullshit. I'm going to project and blameshift because I'm a narcissist and I must not look bad to anyone. I look at the spiteful stuff that you write towards me, I look at the way that people say that I am a threat to the world around me. I can't handle that you are exposing me for the fake that I am. I am perfect, don't you know that? It takes my supply away from ME!! I'd like you to ask yourself who the real threat is; I'd like you to stop showing me in a negative light, while I continue to get my supply and wish harm on others. I don't do anything wrong. I am DFM and I am perfect. it makes me so depressed seeing people say that I am just a sad little man, scared and bewildered of the world. I hate that I've been found out and I hate that people uncovered the real me! I don't believe I am unintelligent, people here say they don't believe I am unintelligent either.I am PERFECT. How dare you expose my flaws!  To make me out to be some immature, petulant little kid is just insulting. I've put a lot of thought into a lot of the shit that I've written on this forum, then it gets trashed because I said something which offends others.I don't hate that I've said some really horrible, shitty things about people that I don't know. What I hate is that I got called out for it.

You can go fuck yourself Judi, I really don't care if someone abused you, I really don't give a single solitary fuck. I don't care about anyone else, as long as I am getting my supply by writing hateful things about others. I am not the person who abused you. I am perfect. I don't do anything wrong!  You can use all of the things I have said about myself, which aren't things that someone should use against someone else, because they're personal things. I am the only one who is allowed to use someone's personal stuff against them and how dare you do it to me! Fuck you. You just go around telling me to get off this forum, you're just a scared and broken basket case abuse victim, making me out to be some big horrible asshole. Fuck You. You have exposed me for what I am and you have used my own tactics against me and I don't like it. I'm going to sit here and act like a five year old until I get my way! You can get the hell out of here and get some help, because I'm beast.You can get the hell out of here and get some help because I don't need help. I'm perfect and I never do anything wrong. I'm here doing my thing, that aint your problem. I'm projecting and gas lighting and getting my supply and I'm tired of you exposing me for the psychopathic narcissist I really am! You can leave this forum now   I am tired of you exposing me for the monster that I really am. I wish you'd go away and let me continue wishing ill-will and horrific death on people.

Red emphasis above is to translate narcissism speak. (What he's really saying)

I feel so sorry for the people who have to communicate with you in real life. So I translated the above for people who aren't familiar with how to deal with a narcissist, which is exactly what you are. You absolutely hate it when that mask of yours gets ripped off and you are exposed for the pathetic person you really are. 

When you aren't raging, you can actually make some decent posts. However, it all goes to shit the moment someone disagrees with you or the moment you stop thinking before writing. When you get called out for it, you then profusely apologize and want everything to go back to before you got called out. I have seen you do this about five or six times now and I laugh every time I see your fake apology posts because I know that within days (sometimes hours) you will be right back at saying something that's worse than the last thing you said. 

So, you get your supply. You get your attention and you bask in the light because no matter how assholish you act, as long as you have the spotlight on you, you don't care about who you hurt or what sorts of nasty, death-wish filled comments you make. At least, not until you get called out for it. I've exposed you for what you really are and isn't that what you're really angry about? You aren't sorry for anything you've said. You're only sorry you got caught.

You know why I didn't want to read this at first? I said "too long; didn't read" because you put me in an awkward position. I don't agree with what you're saying, but there's really no way for me to convince you otherwise. I don't really think it's worth my time to respond, except I am a bit of an idealist and I can't really explain to you in terms you can understand what I mean by that. I can try to just tell you flat out blunt; I think your absolutely fucking wrong about me. I will just be flat out blunt and honest again, I was telling my psychologist about this incident today, she was saying it sounds like I am being scapegoated, she says it sounds like the exchange of personal attacks drives the continuous arguing. She doesn't think in the slightest that I am narcissistic, deranged, psychopathic, in fact she laments the fact that those words are thrown around so freely on the internet. 

You can sit around me and tell me that my psychologist is wrong and that I've been lying to her. Whatever. I'm a very blunt and honest person, to a flaw actually. I am blunt and honest with other people, I expect that back. Trust me, if I get into what I actually think about what is going on here, I mean my honest to heart thoughts, I would just insight more backlash from everyone like you. I just feel the overwhelming sense that talking to you will not be beneficial. So, I'm just writing this in a symbolic sense, that maybe to someone out there me trying to stick up to you will symbolize something. I don't know what, but it will probably be something.