I look ridiculous. Yes i am to an Atheists eyes. I don't deny it. That is because i don't take Buddhism on top of my head. It is there, I think i am a good person because of it's teachings and my family background. That's about it. I was trying to explain that a Theist will have a helping hand for benefits and forgiveness and I don't. and how asking for "forgiveness" can be dangerous.
"No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path" - Gautama Buddha