(January 26, 2011 at 8:33 pm)Matthew Wrote: Prior to conversion: I did not perceive, sense, observe, hear or communicate with God in any way. I did not think that God was interacting with me. I struggled with my own thoughts, and I acknowledged that the direction my thinking was going was not anything to do with my will, and I did not desire to acknowledge the Christian God.
What "thoughts" were these exactly? Please elaborate.
Quote:I recognised that I was being drawn towards the Christian God, despite my desires against this. Because of these desires, I was under the impression that something else (perhaps chance, necessity, God's direction, I did not know) was involved other than myself.
You had desires
against the Christian God? Did I get that right? How does this make any sense if we're speaking retrospectively, i.e. before your conversion, you supposedly didn't even believe it was god to start with did you not?
Quote:First off, let me make clear an important distinction in case of any confusion: the difference between becoming a Christian and being a Christian. We are talking about the former. This process of becoming a Christian (which Jesus calls being "born again" in John 3) is called "regeneration". With respect to regeneration, I take the Reformed view that regeneration is solely the work of God, and that it precedes faith.
Thank you.