(January 18, 2016 at 9:35 pm)MTL Wrote:(January 18, 2016 at 9:28 pm)MysticKnight Wrote: Ah, ok. I misunderstood. I thought you meant general. I think it's evil for me, but to be honest, too much religious thought in the past few days had made me go into ultra psychosis in which I am on a hard balance. I'm looking for ways to distract me. If I can go to the gym more often, it would be good. So I'm trying to motivate myself aside from the motivations that haven't worked so far. (I haven't been going to the gym often enough).
In the old days, it was called "Religious Melancholia"
and it was primarily ascribed to fanatical Christians.
Now:
https://www.google.ca/#q=religious+obses...al+illness
It's hard to separate my illness from devotion...I know I have to balance my life with other stuff. I tried going back to university this semester but I had psychosis and couldn't really do it.