GD, we are born in a state of extreme immaturity due to the size of the birth canal. Our brain undergoes a great deal of development as we mature. Some hard wiring of the brain is genetic but quite a bit of it is the result of environment. Your brain was cruelly wired by bullshit. It will take some time to completely undo that but the fact that you were able to recognize the bullshit on your own means you are plenty open enough to get through the process. You'll do fine. Keep doing what you're doing and you'll be free before you know it.
Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former.
Albert Einstein
Albert Einstein