I kinda sorta remember going through what your going through. And that's the good news- you can look forward to kinda sorta remembering going through this struggle. Honestly, you'll get to a place where you'll be kind of bored with the question of god's existence. There are so many fascinating new discoveries being made everyday (and with evidence!) that god will be the last thing you'll wonder about.
I can't remember where this verse is from, I think it got removed from canon:
"I don't hang around with mostly men because I'm gay. It's because men are better than women. Better trained, better equipped...better. Just better! I'm not gay."
For context, this is the previous verse:
"Hi Jesus" -robvalue
"I don't hang around with mostly men because I'm gay. It's because men are better than women. Better trained, better equipped...better. Just better! I'm not gay."
For context, this is the previous verse:
"Hi Jesus" -robvalue