Welcome.
If you believe in the fantasy (god the omniscient) then free will is only an illusion. Sounds like you have found the fallacy (actually one of many) and have come to that conclusion. Now you need to decide what to do with your determination. Do you continue to believe, roll the dice and live your life hoping that you're one of the special one's that is not predestined to hell. Throw the free will illusion determination out but continue to believe and through good works buy your way into heaven (free will + god option). Or see the man made fantasy delusion for what it is, reject it and make the best life for yourself that you can.
Which ever one you choose I'll still wish you the best.
If you believe in the fantasy (god the omniscient) then free will is only an illusion. Sounds like you have found the fallacy (actually one of many) and have come to that conclusion. Now you need to decide what to do with your determination. Do you continue to believe, roll the dice and live your life hoping that you're one of the special one's that is not predestined to hell. Throw the free will illusion determination out but continue to believe and through good works buy your way into heaven (free will + god option). Or see the man made fantasy delusion for what it is, reject it and make the best life for yourself that you can.
Which ever one you choose I'll still wish you the best.
Being told you're delusional does not necessarily mean you're mental.