Most personally convincing reasons you don't believe.

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Drich, you wish eternally serve God even if its a bitter eternity?

I expect the answer is yes. But that doesn't mean that other people feel inspired to become Gods servants.

'Bitterness' is in the mind of the beholder.  To be bitter one must assume that their want/will should supersede that which they have been subjected to.

Because I want to want God's will, I don't know how I could become bitter or serve in bitterness.

Your a female?