RE: Monogamous or not.
June 27, 2016 at 12:37 pm
(This post was last modified: June 27, 2016 at 12:38 pm by mlmooney89.)
I've been all over the place myself. After being abused for years sex had no place for love. I was horrible to my husband. He helped get me out of my situation at home when we were teenagers and we got married really young. I wasn't right yet in the head and I should have never married him. Sex still was just sex and I was not true to him with two guys over our 7 year relationship. I regret doing that to him more than anyone can imagine. I was a horrible person. I ended up leaving him because I knew he didn't deserve that and I realized that he had just been my shield from my attacker. I didn't know what it meant to love someone until I found my current fiancé. I don't know if it's because I'm older or if it's because I actually love this guy but the whole relationship is different. I have no desire to cheat on him. Karma got me because my ex is happy, engaged, and about to have a kid. While I am happy and engaged as well I don't think I am able to have kids physically. I don't regret leaving him or being with my fiancé I just regret hurting my ex. I think that shows that while our bodies don't want to be monogamous our emotions usually do.
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