(July 30, 2016 at 3:41 am)robvalue Wrote: It's all relative. Now I'm so used to feeling depressed, not feeling sad feels good. Being able to cope feels like happiness.
Basically, if I can lessen the stranglehold of my depression, I'm satisfied.
This is sort of what I spoke about in the last thread I made.
I think happiness is generated by peaks and troughs and to an extent how aware you are of those peaks and troughs.
Are you ready for the fire? We are firemen. WE ARE FIREMEN! The heat doesn’t bother us. We live in the heat. We train in the heat. It tells us that we’re ready, we’re at home, we’re where we’re supposed to be. Flames don’t intimidate us. What do we do? We control the flame. We control them. We move the flames where we want to. And then we extinguish them.
Impersonation is treason.