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[purplepurpose]

Everything up to my edit is the only part that make sense. Everything following it you have no possible way of knowing. Hence I have no interest in buying.

You are free to form you own paradigm and toss out what the majority of humanity has believed (and explored) since the beginning.

You are free to suffer the consequences of your willful ignorance.

I have had my own NDE (drowning) where I popped out of body and had the time-space to fully consider leaving or staying.  I was more conscious in that state, more aware than while in the body.  I don't need you to believe me, but to understand I'm not coming from a position of wishful belief of what I want to be true. I experienced it.

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It's called banter. And in a way, I wasn't joking :V It's not rare to experience what you're experiencing when tripping on drugs.

Awesome, maybe someone can take drugs and corroborate what I found through pure logic and Newtonian physics compared with real 3d structure of universal phenomena found by modern science.

You might have had hallucinations... Why you have the need to attempt to purches miserable and desperate eternity as a young martyr? I wouldnt call martyrdom a life.