How do you deal with life now that you are an atheist? (With a little of my life)

[abaris]

@Thump – Perhaps I was not clear and if so that is my fault. When I write about my belief that atheism leads to nihilism, I am writing about the philosophical implications, like an absurd reality, and not the emotions associated with being an atheist. I did not mean to imply that despair is the only valid emotional response to a world without God.

So you better explain your definition of nihilism.