RE: Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...
September 7, 2016 at 12:55 am
(This post was last modified: September 7, 2016 at 1:03 am by Edwardo Piet.)
CIJS
I'm too lonely to not change for others. Nothing is permanent. But nothing has to stay changed the same way.
I don't even know who the real me is because it's completely connected to what others want from me. All I know is that I lost touch with myself and this is NOT the real me. This is not who I am.
I can say "no" to people now. I'm no longer a pushover. But gosh I'm lonely. So lonely. And so many people only cause me anxiety. And I feel like I've lost the people who don't because of my own compulsions to either please or not try too hard to please out of fear of making things worse
I'm too lonely to not change for others. Nothing is permanent. But nothing has to stay changed the same way.
I don't even know who the real me is because it's completely connected to what others want from me. All I know is that I lost touch with myself and this is NOT the real me. This is not who I am.
I can say "no" to people now. I'm no longer a pushover. But gosh I'm lonely. So lonely. And so many people only cause me anxiety. And I feel like I've lost the people who don't because of my own compulsions to either please or not try too hard to please out of fear of making things worse
