You search for answers in the world and find many evidences for a God who does not care, or easier yet, you dismiss the possibility altogeather. You turn to books for the answers to these dilemnas in the world and they are not any easier to figure out. You see the churches of all faiths disagreeing with each other about their stands on faith, works, beliefs, etc. You would have to finally give up in frustration and stop trying to figure it all out. I went to believers of many religions for their answers to my questions, but none made sense to me. I had to reason that if there was a God at all, there would have to be some important reason for all the mystery and confusion. Out of all the crap there still exists loving events too. If the world was designed to be one large toilet bowl ready to be flushed at the end of time, then why? I've asked it and so have you. On the intellectual side of things, the world and its writings suck. Yet I have been compelled by something which continually draws me to it.
I went to great lengths to show others what I had found in the different scriptures about these problems I had found. I soon realized that believers in God will not accept the idea that their own book/s could have any errors at all. They feel that if there is one error, then the books validity is undermined. Figuratively, I was left in the desert with no water. Yet I noticed odd things happening in the world; near death experiences told to me by friends I could trust, UFO's, one of which I had clearly seen, future events that my mom had seen and described in detail that would happen occasionally, and other weird events that did not fit into the realm of explanation. I wanted to know if God was real even if all of evidence around me made no sense.
The turning point for me was the challenge that I offered to the darkness in my bedroom one night. I NEEDED to know what was up. I asked God to prove to me that the devil was real. I got my answer in very fearful detail. The supernatural experiences began after this. Actually, nothing should have happened at all because I had no faith or belief in Sky Daddy. Yet amazing things begin to happen, and those things were witnessed by my friends and family.
The events have never stopped since. I gave over my heart to this invisible friend, and the loving experiences became overwhelming. I knew that I was in contact with someone or something who began to take special care of me. It didn't matter that I had not gone to church or that I had torn up a copy of the Bible before. It was a one to one experience which was actually unexplainable in words.
From that experience, and the others which followed, I began to search out reasons for all of the problems we encounter everyday. I'm sure that many of the things which have happened to me were what I needed as proof that someone was listening and interacting. It is different for everybody, but there are others I have met who have experienced amazing things in their life which do not seem reasonable to others. Nonetheless, these events are real for me.
I went to great lengths to show others what I had found in the different scriptures about these problems I had found. I soon realized that believers in God will not accept the idea that their own book/s could have any errors at all. They feel that if there is one error, then the books validity is undermined. Figuratively, I was left in the desert with no water. Yet I noticed odd things happening in the world; near death experiences told to me by friends I could trust, UFO's, one of which I had clearly seen, future events that my mom had seen and described in detail that would happen occasionally, and other weird events that did not fit into the realm of explanation. I wanted to know if God was real even if all of evidence around me made no sense.
The turning point for me was the challenge that I offered to the darkness in my bedroom one night. I NEEDED to know what was up. I asked God to prove to me that the devil was real. I got my answer in very fearful detail. The supernatural experiences began after this. Actually, nothing should have happened at all because I had no faith or belief in Sky Daddy. Yet amazing things begin to happen, and those things were witnessed by my friends and family.
The events have never stopped since. I gave over my heart to this invisible friend, and the loving experiences became overwhelming. I knew that I was in contact with someone or something who began to take special care of me. It didn't matter that I had not gone to church or that I had torn up a copy of the Bible before. It was a one to one experience which was actually unexplainable in words.
From that experience, and the others which followed, I began to search out reasons for all of the problems we encounter everyday. I'm sure that many of the things which have happened to me were what I needed as proof that someone was listening and interacting. It is different for everybody, but there are others I have met who have experienced amazing things in their life which do not seem reasonable to others. Nonetheless, these events are real for me.
