(September 29, 2016 at 10:48 pm)Alasdair Ham Wrote: Is it fucked up that I cried happy tears when I saw the "yes" answer and then felt disappointed and stopped crying when I saw that you merely like having me here?
I seem like an unappercaite cunt i am very very sorry.
I like having you here too.
I'm sorry if I'm rude, inappropriate, impudent, out of line or insulting or rude. Oh I said rude. Can't be bothered to edit it out lol.
I'm just drunk. The fact I seem at least ACCEPTED it not loved or cared for means a lot to me. Better than rejection.
I love AF. It's my safe space.
I NEED my safe space.
I used to also get all mellow and sweet when drunk. Lately, it makes me irate at everything more than my normal self, so I avoid getting drunk.
As long you stay that way, yeah, your loveable.