Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...

[Losty]

CIJS- being sweet and shy and soft spoken does not make me weak or pathetic. It doesn't mean I have low self esteem. It doesn't mean I need you to save me, not from someone else or from myself. Pushing me to the point where I am forced to find my pissed off voice and tell you to go fuck yourself is not teaching me some sort of life lesson. I'm not going to see the light and thank you for helping me find my true self. Are you even serious right now? You think no one has ever hurt me before? You think I haven't been through enough shit in my life to make me jaded and cynical? I assure you that I have. I don't need you to show me that I have bad ass potential locked away somewhere deep inside. I know that shit is in there and I'm not afraid to stand up when I need to. But don't devalue who I am. I see good in people, I love people. I want to make people happy. I like to be kind and gentle and non confrontational. There's nothing wrong with me. I don't need to change. I don't need someone to toughen me up.