Confessions

[Excited Penguin]

I confess that I don't know what I'm doing most of the time.

My actions probably have consequences I'm not foreseeing in the moment.

I'm probably wrong about how I view myself and what I do. I'm probably very disconnected from reality most of the time.

I don't like to negate myself like that, however. It's just not who I am. It goes against my nature in every way.

I feel like I can't get through to people sometimes, and everything I do ends up being wrong no matter what.

I am very thankful that's not true with everyone, though. There are some people in my life who accept me for who I am and know that there's more to me than I probably let show, which is probably not the best side of me. Or maybe they just hope there's more to me than that. I do think they're right, of course I do, I know myself better than anyone else. I know I'm good. I know I want to be good. But how do I reconcile that with how some people think of me?

End of complaining