Can I just say, and I'm just being honest...

[Longhorn]

Can I just say you're being manipulative and blackmailing me emotionally so don't be surprised that this



is my reaction. I understand that you want me that close to you but you still fail to realise, despite me explaining it to you muliple times, that this absolutely terrifies me. The tighter you try to hold me the more I'll want to push you away because I just cannot cope with that. So you trying to make me feel guilty and sorry for you is not going to help.

But this is all irrelevant since I've already made the decision to distance myself from you. I'm not going to let you manipulate me. And I'm not sorry. I did what I did because I thought you knew what I meant. And that's why I explained it. But ok. I mean it this time.

And I can't tell what the hell that was supposed to mean but I don't care. You're not my problem anymore. I made myself clear.

Should've known better, but hey. Hindsight, 20/20, all that.

On another note... YOU.
I want you so much it hurts.