Your position on naturalism

[purplepurpose]

I think, its supernatural, that lifeless chemicals ended up with complex immaterial system like consciousness, which fear, desire, enjoy. Also, space itself, laws of physics, matter just popped in to existence. Its f creepy.

Then you don't believe in a real world?  Those of us who do, believe you can go out and measure stuff and if you keep getting a consistent result you've probably discovered an actual characteristic of the real world.  One of the axioms of being a real world believer is you specifically don't believe things pop into existence.  Pretty sure that is only an option if you choose the supernatural mindset package.  Of course not believing things pop into existence out of nothing doesn't mean we always can tell for sure how a thing has come to be as it is.  But then feeling you have all the answers (hint: goddidit) is also only available with magical thinking.

I see you point. But theists usually attack people using philosophy - "We pursue life full of good deeds under the guidance of God. Does your egoistical life full of pleasure has any value compared to that?"

After hearing those moral arguments, I agree, my life is all about egoism.