(January 29, 2017 at 2:55 pm)Aoi Magi Wrote: my body brings me pleasure, my consciousness brings me worries, if I am losing the former, no way would I want to be stuck with just the latter
Interesting point Mag.
Unfortunately you haven't considered how the system works.

It is all driven by the glands that you feed.
By feeding (giving too much importance) the lower glands in your body you experience pleasure when you eat or when you have sex but by feeding the higher glands that are on top of your spinal column the degree of pleasure increase by millions.
The top is in charge and is always the boss.

Be smart Mag, don't forget that.
