(March 2, 2017 at 3:25 pm)Jesster Wrote: I never said anything about expectations. Projecting much? I think two decades was enough for my patience. I'm not going to waste the rest of my life on woo that made me more suicidal than I've ever been. It will end up being a very short life.
Your life is precious; Jesster. As a matter in fact, we live for ourselves after all; work so our lives be integrated with all the components that makes up the word "good".
God doesn't need us. We need him.
I know that you didn't mention expectations; but I had them once ; so I guessed it was the same in your case.
Just a guess.