No sense in attending a funeral if you don't want to. You'll grieve or not naturally with or without an audience.
I'm sorry you lost your brother, even if you think he was a shit. There is something to having fewer familial connections in this world. Short of catastrophically evil events, most of us feel some connection to people who share our DNA. There's a "loss" no matter how slight. Sorry for yours.
I've only ever skipped the funeral of one family member by design. Most of us did. There was no reason to pretend.
I'm sorry you lost your brother, even if you think he was a shit. There is something to having fewer familial connections in this world. Short of catastrophically evil events, most of us feel some connection to people who share our DNA. There's a "loss" no matter how slight. Sorry for yours.
I've only ever skipped the funeral of one family member by design. Most of us did. There was no reason to pretend.