So you still believe in god.
For me it was fucking scary, like leaping off a building and I feel like I was in a state of belief and unbelief for a short time, my mind wrestling with itself.
Eventually the logic became unbearable and snap, I no longer believed.
Part of the revelation, aside from all the atheist literature I'd read, was that I felt more fear than love for god.
In fact, I didn't love it at all, this thing watching and judging me all my life and I knew I was bad and I really couldn't see myself getting into heaven.
And I realised that a great many people feel this way and there's nothing good about it at all.
Just another fucked up man made system. :-)
For me it was fucking scary, like leaping off a building and I feel like I was in a state of belief and unbelief for a short time, my mind wrestling with itself.
Eventually the logic became unbearable and snap, I no longer believed.
Part of the revelation, aside from all the atheist literature I'd read, was that I felt more fear than love for god.
In fact, I didn't love it at all, this thing watching and judging me all my life and I knew I was bad and I really couldn't see myself getting into heaven.
And I realised that a great many people feel this way and there's nothing good about it at all.
Just another fucked up man made system. :-)