Hostility

[Shell B]

I find myself losing my cool and am uncomfortable with it later too, Cinjin. You're right. There is a time and a place for anger -- when you're feeling it, wherever you're feeling it. That is just how it goes. For me, I am most often able to control it and it only amounts to a "Fuck, why are you being obtuse?" or a "If this thing doesn't start working right, I'm taking an ax to it." I'm rarely mad for long and am quick to apologize, though mostly for selfish reasons. I don't think you should get down on yourself too much about it.